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Kaka
Finally I update my blog here
Mid year examination was over
This time examination was hard for me
Maybe I not try my best
But I will add oil for coming examination
One week holiday was passed
I just finish my Kem kecemerlangan for 5 days
Now finally can rest for a while before start doing my homework
Damn shit..!
This holiday I can't rest well
Add maths folio.. Moral folio..
School homework..
A lot of things I have do
And pass up when the first day of school reopen
Gambateh !
Cheer up for myself..!
Happy holiday..!

♫ Add Oil

Mid year examination was started

Good luck for everyone!

Hope this time can pass the examination well......!

GAMBATEH..!

♫ Debate Competition

I'm back!

Before that I had took part in debate competition in Bentong

This was state level..

But, we had loss

However, we had try our best and got a experince for it

All of us were first time took part in that competition

We were enjoying ourselves in the competition

I still remember that I did not sleep at night because of the competition

Tha day before competition we had reached Bentong and stayed for a night

After we had our dinner and went shopping for a while

We preparing our competition until 2++ morning

After that, 3 girls included me left the hotel and went to KFC

That's crazy for us! But, it's really fun!

After that, I'm done my history revision until morning

In the debate competition, I'm really shock to see or listen something

Just got a bit disappointed because of her

But, that's not be my best friend or true friend since that incident

-FINISH-

♫ 02/05/2009

Today is the second day of May

After tomorrow it's school again

This year I hate school

A lot of homework

A lot of friendship problems

A lot of examination

A lot of pressure and stress

That's is Form 5 student's life for me

Maybe it force me to grow up although unwillingly

Age of 17 has force me to grow up

That's a fact

I have to face a lot of problems

And solve a lot of problems by myself

But, sometimes feel tiring too

What should I do for now?

I'm so confused...

♫ Disappointed

I do not know want to say what

Just can say that I really disappointed with you

Why you can become like this because of him?

I really not undertsand

Not only me but all of us not undertsand too

In a short time you change become like a stranger for me

Seem I not your friend and you not my friend too

Once a time I believe that you are my closer friend

But it was false!

I just feel curious for the reason

Do you really change?

Or that actually is your real face?

Do you finally show your real face?

I don't know

You had done something that hurt us

And I will treat you as how you treat me

I not a good person

I admit it!

So do not hope that I will good to you anymore

Really disappointed with you !

♫ QiNg's Post 2

Time is passing too fast

Month of April will be over

May is coming soon

It means mid year examination is just around the corner

But, I not do any revision yet

Oh my God!!

I think i will burn midnight oil for the coming examination

However, I will try my best and work hard for it!

Good luck for me!

Good luck for everyone!

Gambtaeh..!

♫ Friendship

This month happened some unexpected matters

Have different feelings

Too complicated for me

Feeling of sad..

Feeling of unhappy..

Feeling of disappointed..

What I'm feel most is feeling of disappointed..

Does friendship easily destroy because of small matter?

Does friend will betray others to get what they want?

Does friendship can all of us believe?

The power friendship is too weak

Until it can easily destroy by us

Why someone must cause a arguement?

Why someone can't be tolerance?

Why someone must interfere in other people's argurement?

Why someone can't think properly before taking any action?

Why someone must treat himself is victim?

Why someone cant' stay at different angle to think about it?

Why all of them could no do like that?!

Is it hard to do?

Is it difficult?

I'm do noy why they can't do that

Arguement between friends is normal

That's a way to communicate

Why must make this small matter become big problem?

I'm not understand!

It has a best way to solve

But, why want to be like that?

I feel tiring for every arguement for every year

All of you do not feel tiring?

Or as a habit already?

I'm really hate it..!!

Do of you know it?

Then want to argue for every time and every year..

Can't treat it as small matter and solve it well?

In this world it's hard to find true friend

The friend who always stay besides us in what condition

That is the friend I want..

I hope that I can find my true friend one day

Can share my happiness and sadness

I think Esther is half of my true friend now

I'm happy for it..!

Thankfulness..!