♫ Disappointed

I do not know want to say what

Just can say that I really disappointed with you

Why you can become like this because of him?

I really not undertsand

Not only me but all of us not undertsand too

In a short time you change become like a stranger for me

Seem I not your friend and you not my friend too

Once a time I believe that you are my closer friend

But it was false!

I just feel curious for the reason

Do you really change?

Or that actually is your real face?

Do you finally show your real face?

I don't know

You had done something that hurt us

And I will treat you as how you treat me

I not a good person

I admit it!

So do not hope that I will good to you anymore

Really disappointed with you !

♫ QiNg's Post 2

Time is passing too fast

Month of April will be over

May is coming soon

It means mid year examination is just around the corner

But, I not do any revision yet

Oh my God!!

I think i will burn midnight oil for the coming examination

However, I will try my best and work hard for it!

Good luck for me!

Good luck for everyone!

Gambtaeh..!

♫ Friendship

This month happened some unexpected matters

Have different feelings

Too complicated for me

Feeling of sad..

Feeling of unhappy..

Feeling of disappointed..

What I'm feel most is feeling of disappointed..

Does friendship easily destroy because of small matter?

Does friend will betray others to get what they want?

Does friendship can all of us believe?

The power friendship is too weak

Until it can easily destroy by us

Why someone must cause a arguement?

Why someone can't be tolerance?

Why someone must interfere in other people's argurement?

Why someone can't think properly before taking any action?

Why someone must treat himself is victim?

Why someone cant' stay at different angle to think about it?

Why all of them could no do like that?!

Is it hard to do?

Is it difficult?

I'm do noy why they can't do that

Arguement between friends is normal

That's a way to communicate

Why must make this small matter become big problem?

I'm not understand!

It has a best way to solve

But, why want to be like that?

I feel tiring for every arguement for every year

All of you do not feel tiring?

Or as a habit already?

I'm really hate it..!!

Do of you know it?

Then want to argue for every time and every year..

Can't treat it as small matter and solve it well?

In this world it's hard to find true friend

The friend who always stay besides us in what condition

That is the friend I want..

I hope that I can find my true friend one day

Can share my happiness and sadness

I think Esther is half of my true friend now

I'm happy for it..!

Thankfulness..!

♫ Stress

Recently feel so stress..

From myself

From my family

From my friends too..

Am I too low in my EQ?

Why I can't handle my emotion well?

Why I can't handle my stress well?

Maybe I'm really too low im my EQ

At least my EQ is higher than before

I will try to improve my EQ again

Until I can handle my emotion well..

I know I am an emotional person

So, I will try my best..

This is month of April already

SPM examination is coming soon

Scary for it..

It's really stress for me..

My future.. My study..

All of this will depend on my SPM's result

What could I do for now?

Study non-stop?

Or just left it to be?

Or just crying from morning until night from night until morning?

Because feel too stress

Or everyday pray for everything?

I sure that I will not done all of this..

Because I will be crazy..

But, I'm really hope I'm can study well in my study..

And I can get an excellent result in my examination

That's my wishes for now..

Gambateh for everything..!

I'm can do it!

♫ Moral Talk

Today i had to woke up early

Although it is Saturday

It was because i had follow grandma and mum to temple for prayed

After that, i had my breakfast with my friends

Then all of us had went back to school

For a talk

That was a Moral talk

Firstly, the talk was quite bored

And I sat in first line

So, I can't doing anything that which is impolite

I felt uncomfortable that time..

Secondly, I not very like that teacher..

I not very like her attitude

So action..

Not only me dislike her but others too..

Although she was a good experience teacher

If can I hope that I would not face to this type of teacher again..

Situation : In bad mood now

♫ Last time

This is the last time that i cry because of

you both!

♫ Education Trip

What a boring education trip on Friday

Woke up early in the morning

Clean up and prepare myself well

Bus arrived about 6.15am

The journey to Nilai started

On the way to Nilai

All of us sleeping in the bus because of tiring

About 11 something we reached at Nilai University Collage

Well.. The first sight of me to that collage is..

Quite big and silence

Most special is the collage was surrounding by green environment

I like that green environment..

Feel comfortable and less polluted..

I hope that the collage which i'm study coming soon will be like that too..

After that we went to next destination

Multimedia Collage [MMU]

For me, i'm not really like that school..

I'm do not know the reason too..

Just had the feeling i'm not very like that collage..

I won't studying in that collage if I can..

Adiition, there were not anyting course suit me..

During at the MMU, the weather was changing

Rained heavily.. Strongly wind..

Felt cool.. I'm hate the weather..

Although i'm hate sunny day..

About 4pm we finally finished visiting 2 collage..

Conclusion : If want me choose one og the collage, i will choose Nilai Unversity Collage..

♫ QiNg's Post 1

Today i'm early back from school

Not because truant

Is because felt not very well

Fainted and vomiting

Conclusion : I'm hate sick

Tomorrow our school has organise an education trip

We will visit to Nilai Collage and Multimedia Collage

Well, we want to wear school uniform

That's a good idea

Because we represent school and visiting

Although i'm not willingly to wear school uniform

And i still not yet find a partner sit with me

I'm think i'm must sit with teacher

I'm dislike

Because i'm feel stress when sitting with teacher

Must sit properly like a girl

Can't speak loudly

Can't walk there walk here

Like a lot of rule to follow

Haiz..

Not me do not want find partner

Is because i'm want to make them a pair a pair

Is me ask them going

If leave them alone i'm feel not comfortable

I'm sacrifice myself

The decision make already , can't change it

So i'm just sit with teacher

Hope everything will be fine tomorrow

♫ Coming back

I'm coming back..!

This time is really coming back..

Coming back to here

Coming back to blogspot

This time coming back will not leave again

I'm promise , ok?

No one will know this blog address

Except I'm give to someone

The post which I'm write just see and read by myself

I'm don't want to be a topic in others people's mouth

Last sentences : Welcome back !